I'm riding on the edge again; just-about-tipping-but-not-quite.
Sometimes, it's all about the time of day.
Sometimes, the volume of the people’s voices in the background sends me over. At other times, it is the endless stack of to-do's. The thought of making dinner again, only to watch it get eaten—hard-work-down-the-hatch.
Sometimes it's the rain; or the fact that I only slept three hours because nightmares won’t leave me alone.
Today it's a blend. Strong. A well-roasted combination.
It's coming on stronger now. Dragging at me, making me itch. I need it. A little shot—a quick hit.
I'm giving in.
Pulling out the memory box; the letters, the photos.
I take it in, one thing at a time with trembling hands . . .
One wisp of your perfume drowning my senses...
…to envision your lips on mine
Some days, it saves my life.
Sometimes, it's all about the time of day.
Sometimes, the volume of the people’s voices in the background sends me over. At other times, it is the endless stack of to-do's. The thought of making dinner again, only to watch it get eaten—hard-work-down-the-hatch.
Sometimes it's the rain; or the fact that I only slept three hours because nightmares won’t leave me alone.
Today it's a blend. Strong. A well-roasted combination.
It's coming on stronger now. Dragging at me, making me itch. I need it. A little shot—a quick hit.
I'm giving in.
Pulling out the memory box; the letters, the photos.
I take it in, one thing at a time with trembling hands . . .
One wisp of your perfume drowning my senses...
…to envision your lips on mine
Some days, it saves my life.


nice!
c'mon Raaji, you in pain again?
good you can put it visibly in writing....:)
move on, it's the best dear!
@ Amity me
No, I am not in pain again ;-)
.....
@ Ubaid
that is not a comment Ubaid!!! :-)
...Lovely...wonderfully creative...
Memories act as panacea to all pain
nice post....exudes a lot of pain, i hope its fictional n not real!?
dont pull it toooooooo high. .. ;) not a fact right ??
the last line made me smile
Great piece of writing yet again. You know the art of playing with words (Y) :-).
And by the way. You're tagged
you have a wonderful talent :):)
brilliantly put..
closure.. :)
yea its the memories which make life worthwhile..
on some days they can kill us and on others they can heal us :)
beautiful...~!
just the thing that makes me last while i m alive :)
Exudes pain, desperation....the attempt to find solace...very well written.
''I only slept three hours because nightmares won’t leave me alone''.
i believe a perfect statament to express sheer lonliness.....