(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯)
I'm riding on the edge again; just-about-tipping-but-not-quite.

Sometimes, it's all about the time of day.
Sometimes, the volume of the people’s voices in the background sends me over. At other times, it is the endless stack of to-do's. The thought of making dinner again, only to watch it get eaten—hard-work-down-the-hatch.
Sometimes it's the rain; or the fact that I only slept three hours because nightmares won’t leave me alone.

Today it's a blend. Strong. A well-roasted combination.

It's coming on stronger now. Dragging at me, making me itch. I need it. A little shot—a quick hit.

I'm giving in.
Pulling out the memory box; the letters, the photos.
I take it in, one thing at a time with trembling hands . . .

One wisp of your perfume drowning my senses...

…to envision your lips on mine

Some days, it saves my life.
18 Responses

  1. Amity Me Says:

    c'mon Raaji, you in pain again?

    good you can put it visibly in writing....:)

    move on, it's the best dear!


  2. @ Amity me
    No, I am not in pain again ;-)


  3. Ubaid Says:

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  4. @ Ubaid
    that is not a comment Ubaid!!! :-)


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  6. ...Lovely...wonderfully creative...
    Memories act as panacea to all pain


  7. Ria Says:

    nice post....exudes a lot of pain, i hope its fictional n not real!?


  8. Shafi Says:

    dont pull it toooooooo high. .. ;) not a fact right ??


  9. the last line made me smile


  10. Haris Gulzar Says:

    Great piece of writing yet again. You know the art of playing with words (Y) :-).

    And by the way. You're tagged


  11. Ali Says:

    you have a wonderful talent :):)

    brilliantly put..


  12. ani Says:

    closure.. :)


  13. Pri Says:

    yea its the memories which make life worthwhile..
    on some days they can kill us and on others they can heal us :)


  14. anirudh Says:

    beautiful...~!


  15. just the thing that makes me last while i m alive :)


  16. Old Monk Says:

    Exudes pain, desperation....the attempt to find solace...very well written.


  17. ''I only slept three hours because nightmares won’t leave me alone''.
    i believe a perfect statament to express sheer lonliness.....